This week on Facebook, people have been posting quizzes and, I’ll admit, I’ve fallen for them. I’ve filled them out, hoping to get a couple right, and then whining in frustration when I can no longer think about favorite songs from musicals or when I last saw somebody. However, I still find myself going to Facebook and answering people’s “notes” and then posting them myself on my profile. One that was posted asked questions about how we knew each other, when we last saw each other, what my middle name is, what music I listen to. Most of the people who have answered put down “show tunes” under music. I’ll admit, in my younger years, I was quite the musical theatre buff. Friends would often turn to me for audition songs or to hear scoop on the latest and greatest show on Broadway. I’ve since lost touch with that world.
At the age of 18, I moved to NY. Why? Well, I was supposed to. I grew up knowing that I would do musical theatre for my career. I loved musical theatre, had dreams of being Eva Peron or Eponine, and my music library consisted of everything from Annie Get Your Gun to The Wiz. My poor brother had to endure countless hours drowning out me singing “And I Am Telling You” at the top of my lungs. Everyone expected me to go to Broadway and make it big. I was in a long distance relationship at the time – that was my first mistake. I went up there only knowing 2 souls – that was my second mistake. My third mistake? I didn’t really want it. There was absolutely no drive. I realized that what I desired most was stability. That might sound boring to you all, but I don’t like surprises or the unexpected. I have a very difficult time dealing with that. I like to know what’s going on, how it’s going on, and why it’s going on. I like the steady paychecks. I like owning a home and not renting an apartment. I like a reasonable mortgage and not $1500 for a little studio where my family can’t stay with me. You put all this together and NY is not the place for someone like me to be.
I came back home and did some community theatre around Houston. I enjoyed it for a while, made great friends doing it, and then got tired of the politics. It’s very disheartening to see that even in community theatre in Houston, Texas, there are politics and game-playing. I’m very opinionated and didn’t put up with a lot of games, which immediately made me an outcast in the community. That’s when I stopped doing theatre just to do theatre. If I do a show now, it’s because I believe in the story, the director, and the cast. I’m a wife and mother and don’t have time to deal with any nonsense. If something is going to take me away from my family, it had better be good.
So, all these people putting down “show tunes” as my favorite music – I’m sorry to disappoint. I’m no longer musical theatre’s biggest fan. In fact, my favorite shows are all old: Les Miserables, Beauty and the Beast, Jesus Christ Superstar, and Aspects of Love.
What’s my favorite type of music? Well, right now it’s holiday music.